Friday, March 23, 2007

pain killer

Didnt take my shot for 24 hours prior to my last two dental appts. (crown and then later, a three root, root canal, that was pleasant)

Any how, I seem to respond to the pain medication this way. I also popped 2 xanex an hour before, and that helped, no crying this time!!

the christening

Puked from the nausea for the first time last night. Not a big puke, but still.

Nausea has gone for the most part, just sneaks up on me sometime. on a higher note, MY HAIR IS GROWING!!! I can't believe its the rogaine, but it might be, its been about 2.5 - 3 months. but it is really much thicker. I need to find some old photos and post. its awesome! I feel like a woman again!

I am stressed out, re work and son, so the eating is not what it should or could be, but its really not bad. stress, its the killer.

problem, have not taken blood sugars in a month. need to get back on track and get lab work done so I can see where I am at. they are open on Sat, i may stop in.

ta for now!

Tuesday, March 6, 2007

the no good, very bad, efffed up day!!

the mind is beating the matter. I have been enjoying food and in my stressed out week, eating CRAP CRAP CRAP.

Just when I THOUGHT I had a handle on it again, wake up early for a VIP field call, and my car has been broken into. passenger window busted right out. and laying on the ground.

What did they take? A wide open, obviously empty purse. What did they NOT take? About $3000 worth of boxed PC equipment and the Kenwood radio.


Nice. had to go to work anyway. detoured my lunch plus an hour trying to tape up the window, only to slit it open again, lest I get into an accident.

I am PISSED. I dont have time for this crap!

Friday, March 2, 2007

blah blah blah, fishcakes

I have spent the majority of my 42 years comforting my self with food. its just not working for me anymore.

this is a good thing, but darn frustrating.

I need to find something to replace my old standby, something good for me.

gonna take a while to get used to, to say the least.

i think the venom is doing more for my PCOS related issues than anything else. my depression or attitude has REALLY lifted. I am more productive. I am just happier.

and because of this, things are happening.. good things!